Anger Is Fuel

Okay, I am still in the ROAR-ing phase, but after reading a blog by a girl who had the same problem as me I realized I am reacting to it entirely the wrong way. Yeah, it sucks. A lot. But it means I need to work harder. I always thought "starvation mode" was BS anyways. Unfortunately I have no excuse to not have dinner with my parents, but when I get back to my apartment I am going to work out till my legs fall off... Or at least as close to that as I can get until work.


Tomorrow I am getting right back on track. If I have to restrict myself to 250 I will. All I know is that I WILL ge that feeling back that Ive been having all week. The feeling of accomplishment. The feeling of my stomach tightening. The strange things I started noticing now that Im getting smaller than Ive ever been. I want it back. I will do whatever it takes to get there.


Take THAT, food.


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