69 point whatever down... I wish it was like August or September or... Any month except December. Because then I wouldn't have to go to Birthday dinners. Completely unnecessary calories. Grr.

I got in a big fight with my friend last night. One of the two that knows about the little ED issue. He pretty much cussed me out and told me to effing eat something. So I lied and told him I did. :-) I haven't eaten anything since Sunday. Woooooot! I accidentally forgot to set my phone as an alarm only ringer as opposed to silence soooo I completely slept through my alarm this morning and missed my only class. Which on one side isn't a big deal, because they aren't official classes til next week. There's no lecture. We're just supposed to be working on our projects. But on the other side its one of those teachers that will look at you in the hall like you are Satan's spawn for not showing up. And I have to ask him every time I need to get into the lab. Ugh. This is gonna be a fun two weeks. If I just get my project done I won't have to worry about it anymore.

I have so much shit to get done. :-(

I think I'm going to go for a walk later and get some exercise. I only lost three pounds yesterday which kind of sucks. But its better than nothing. I wish I knew where my tennis shoes were so I could run instead of walk. Blaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Stay Strong

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