I've been avoiding my blogging as I have been sneaking around Ana's back with Mia. Sometimes she's just easier to take. But it still makes me feel like a failure. I blabbed to my counselor that I'm anorexic. Shiz. I need to start lying, and saying I started eating. This is one issue that I don't want to fix right now. Not till I'm skinny.
Despite my affair with Mia I've still lost 20 pounds this past week. Which sounds cool, til you realize that's about how much I gained back over spring break. Stupid break. I think I'm gonna start walking to campus instead of driving. Since I hate exercise with such a fiery passion it might help me get mine. I need it, no matter how much I hate it.
I've eaten some fruit this week. And I still lost lots of weight. So maybe I should grab some fruit tomorrow after class. Its like fruit doesn't count, haha. I know, I know, everything counts. But maybe fruit will help me not plateau. My body won't be able to go into survival mode because it IS getting food. Hmmm... Im just thinking through my fingers. Anyways, I'm tired. Time to go to bed so I can get up early and trek to campus. Woot!
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