I Choose Death Before Dishonour

It's been a couple days since I started eating again to boost my metabolism. I am one pound heavier than I was last week when the eating pretty much started (with a brief fast that did diddly-squat). I don't want to go straight back to fasting just yet because I'm kind of petrified of my metabolism shutting down again. Instead, I'm going to do this ABC Diet I've been hearing about people doing and losing tons of weight. Basically it goes like this:

Day 1: 500 calories (or less)

Day 2: 500 calories (or less)

3. 300

4. 400

5. 100

6. 200

7. 300

8. 400

9. 500

10. Fast

11. 150

12. 200

13. 400

14. 350

15. 250

16. 200

17. fast

18. 200

19. 100

20. fast

21. 300

22. 250

23. 200

24. 150

25. 100

26. 50

27. 100

28. 200

29. 200

30. 300

31. 800

32. fast

33. 250

34. 350

35. 450

36. fast

37. 500

38. 450

39. 400

40. 350

41. 300

42. 250

43. 200

44. 200

45. 250

46. 200

47. 300

48. 200

49. 150

50. fast

It is at this point I would like to say a big FU to blogspot for not allowing copying and pasting, haha. Anyways, I'm sad and ecstatic at the same time. One of my really good friends is leaving for Texas this week. Sadness. :-( But I'm ecstatic because last night at her going away party I was laying on the ground with some of my friends. We had a kind of triangle-laying thing going on (Did that sound as dirty to ya'll as it did to me?) where our heads were in each other's laps. My friend Andrew though, was leaning against my arm and my chest. And when I moved my arm he was like "God, you have such a bony arm!" Inside I was like YES!!!!!!!!! Andrew is my effing hero. And my friend Sam kept telling me how gorgeous I was. Albeit, I don't usually trust drunk talk too much (who ISN'T gorgeous when you're wasted??) but that's the third time in a week that someone has told me that I'm pretty. I think there's something in the water here... LoL!

Anyways, time for me to go get some homework accomplished. Tomorrow (assuming my stupid professor gives me my letter of reccommendation) I turn in my application for the internship this summer at E! in Los Angeles! Please send me good vibes tomorrow!!!

Stay Strong!