"I'm A Mess of Insecurities...

...Attention Starved With A Narcissistic Twist"

So I deduced a problem with thise whole ABC thing... I don't get paid again until February 5th. The total calorie count of food in my apartment? 1250. That will, at best, get me through day 7. Which will be this Sunday. Which means I'll be going on an unintentional 4 day fast. Crud. I'm all for fasts normally, but that was exactly what I was trying to avoid by doing ABC. I don't want my stupid metabolism to shut down. Oh well... Nothing I can do about it. Now, though, I'm just trying to decide whether to start ABC all over again after I get paid, or just pick back up on day 8. I guess I'll just have to see how the weight loss goes til then.

Which brings me to my current irritation: Periods! Nothing is quite as disheartening than your stupid period making you gain weight. Muchos annoying. Sometimes being a female sucks. I need some serious thinspo. My inspiration in life, health, and style: Ashley Massaro!

Stay Strong!