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Friday, January 15, 2010

In This Moment I'm Lonely, Fulfilling My Darkest Dreams...




I hate my schedule. Really, and truly hate it. The class part of it isn't bad. I have class from around 9:30 a.m. to 2:30 p.m. everyday. However, due to the fact that I couldn't work over break, and I will have to cut back on it again soon due to working on the documentary for my practicum I am trying to fit in 4-5 days of work. Which wouldn't be bad... If I didn't usually have to work 12-3 a.m. Which means I go to class... come home... sleep... work... sleep.... Then get up and do it again. I have no time for anything else. Which sucks.
But then yesterday I thought... But, wait! That means I don't have time to eat either... Which is totally true, and totally awesome. It is a lot easier to fast (which I am) when I'm out of the apartment all the time. Plus, I work at security, so they mostly need us on weekends. Which means I won't be able to go home nearly as often as I used to. Which sucks, because I will miss my parents (as crazy as they made me over break). But is awesome because I wont have to go home and eat.
I have a tentative plan to get me to my goal weight. Its rather simple. DON'T EAT. I have chart listing various goals that will get me down to 120 (124 is underweight for my height). Once I reach each goal (which should take approximately ten days each at the rate I'm going of 2 pounds a day) I can eat something that day to both make sure I don't DIE, and to perk up my metabolism briefly. Sounds like a pretty solid plan to me. The only bad thing will be if my loss slows down to a pound a day or less... Then I will have to fast for 20 days or more... Which could get really rough. I don't know if I could do that...
Ana whispers, "You can."












CW: 303
GW1: 300
GW2: 250
GW3: 200
GW4: 180
GW5:160
GW6: 140
GW7: 120

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