I Can Feel A Change, I Can Feel, Can You Feel It?

18 pounds in one week. That really shouldn't be possible, but I kind of don't care that I'm killing myself. Because I need to look like the Divas.

I need to be in shape, because if I don't I will fail my friend who's counting on me to go after our dreams even if she can't. I'll fail myself for not going after the one thing in my life that I want more than anything. I never have gone after my dreams because I never felt like I deserved them. For once... Just for once I want to deserve something. And if I have to go to bed hungry at night... If I have to lie to my friends and family about how I'm losing the weight... I will do it. I will do whatever it takes to deserve my dream, and achieve it.

Stay Strong