I'm So Sick Of When They Say

It's just a phase, you'll be okay

You're fine...

But I know it's a lie.

I often wonder whether I'll ever be able to stop this. So many times I'll go get food, thinking "I just need to jump start my metabolism." or "I need to learn to eat again."... But then I throw it up. I can't stand to have it inside of me.

The most frustrating of all is when it doesn't even produce results. I haven't lost weight in like two weeks. I don't even know what to do right now. ABC isn't working. Exercising isn't helping. I can't eat, because I throw it up anyways. I can't help it.

I suck.