Failure

I would gladly go back to my Day # titles right now...

I am such a failure. I just binged around 800 calories and purged God knows how many back out.

I could sit here and say that "Oh, yeah, 800 calories aren't that many." and "Well, I made it 6 whole days without eating on my very first fast. That's really good!" But those would just be excuses. All I've done is make excuses. I need to commit to this way more.

I'm probably going to gain 5 pounds back today, and I totally deserve it.

Guess all there is to do now is start over again tomorrow. Try to get through a good ten day fast before Thanksgiving.

My stomach feels like hell. I just want to rip it out. Ugh.

Stay Strong
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