Ughhhhhhhhh... Time For Some Detox

So... I ended up eating yesterday. Like really bad food. I didn't even enjoy it, and afterwards I threw up because I wanted nothing more than to have it out of my system. I felt disgusting all day yesterday after I did it. Every movement I made felt like the walk of shame. The only redeeming moment was when I was throwing up part of the traitorous meal up. So I'm going to detox for the next two days. I'm fasting today, and will only drink water and green tea. Tomorrow I'm sticking with juices. Most likely a Slim Fast will be my meal, and I'll drink a V8 juice. The rest of the day will still be tea and water. I could wait til tomorrow to start it because it will be easier since Ill be gone all day, but I know there's no way I could look at myself in the mirror if I ate today... I think once I come home from my exam Im going to exercise, and then just go to sleep til I have to meet my group for a project.

I feel like my mind is in a war against my scale and my body. I'm throwing down the gauntlet here. If the scale doesn't budge... I won't eat.

I just hope my body isn't Hiroshima.